11.12.10

and when you have that awful feeling


like,
everything's going wrong, what do you do?
stop thinking about that?
keep thinking over and over about the same cheat?
or, just expose your ribs and scream out so loud,
so eveyone on your neighbourhood
will ask the same question:
"what a hell? who's dying?".

will it fix something? No.
will it make you feel better? Sure.

The worse part of it
is when you don't even have the courage to scream.
Then, you realize you're not capable of releasing those awful feelings out of your mind. And, after all, you just close your eyes, and think... "please, take me somewhere far away."

It's simply impossible to avoid. So, wake up and
don't ask what the meaning of life is.
Define it.