Am i on the right way?
I don't know what to do about it. I don't know what to think about it. Should i quit after all this years? Or just let me stay, and then "Well, let's see what's going to happen"?
In the end, will i feel accomplished, and say (proudly) out loud "Yeah, this is what i was meant to be"? Or (unfortunately) realize that it all was nothing but an utopia?
I'm feeling so lost, here, on my little corner. I'm so afraid right now.